This little Boy of mine
May 14, 2007 — alexboldesI feel Overwhelmed with life right now.
I feel tired all the time.
Don’t know why. Guess, I have some depressions coming on again.
Who knows.
All I wanna do is crawl under my Blankets and Cry and Sleep.
I wanna feel Sorry for myself.
Just for a little while. Nothing wrong with that,is there?
I can’t let myself feel sorry for myself though.
I have that Precious little Boy who depends on me.
So, instead of Crawling under the Blankets and Cry, I play with him.
We learn how to count and read.
We play outside and look fascinated at how much our Plants are growing.
We love how Water looks when it slowly drips down the Leaf of a Plant.
We spend Hours sitting on the Lawn, counting the Butterflies in our Yard.
We look at the Sun and think how nice the Warm Sun rays feel on our Skin.
So, that’s what we do.
Instead of feeling Sorry for myself, I feel glad I have this little boy by my side.
This little Boy who hugs me and tells me he loves me so much.
This little Boy who kisses me and tells me I’m a good mommy.
This little Boy is the reason I don’t feel sorry for myself.











